I am God

Here is chapter 1 from my new released book, I am God.
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 I am God, Chapter 1
     On a gorgeous warm spring night, Andy is winding down
from the sermon on new beginnings, ushering in a fresh set
of changes during the year. After service, there is a gathering
to eat and critique Andy’s sermon. He is a young pastor in his
early twenties, and older members of his church are having a
hard time accepting and submitting to the things Andy believes
in. Patiently, Andy sits quietly among his people, over-hearing
an elderly lady named “Sassy Sally” speaking disrespectfully
about him. Sally said, who does Andy think he is? Thinking he
is going to change this world. Baby, I got news for you. He is
wasting his time trying to change the violence. God himself
can’t change this place. Deeply hurt, Andy turns to another
table just to hear the youth sitting there, speaking secretly as
they planned a night robbery. Andy gets up walks back into
the sanctuary, falls down and cries out to God, what am I to do
Lord, when the people here don’t want to apply themselves to
help change things for the better?
This is when he felt a warm hand fall against his shoulder.
Though Andy thought it might be God’s hand, it turned out to
be “Israel,” a very quiet, middle-aged man. Compassionately,
Israel says, pastor they can’t help change things because
they have not been changed. This church is the land of the
chaldeans, running high in emotions. These people are filled
with the Holy Ghost, Andy softly spoke. I am the one who
baptized them in water. I heard them repent, and receive

their salvation. I totally understand this pastor; Israel replied.
Nevertheless, if they were truly changed within, wouldn’t
they try to help without, instead of trying to stop the change,
by using their lower negative consciousness. Look at it in
this manner Andy, if I smoke cigarettes, and have not been
delivered from it, how can I do the same for others if that
change hadn’t happened to me first? Andy gets up from the
floor, gives Israel a big hug, says farewell, and heads to his
car. Driving home from the church, Andy is thinking about
the conversation between himself and Israel. Israel’s words
of wisdom have stirred something in Andy. It made him think
about how he could handle these issues in church.

Andy begins to have inward thoughts, thinking maybe what
he was taught in bible college, wasn’t really all that accurate.
Pulling into the drive, he walks into the kitchen to get a drink
of water, so he can take his medication. Andy has a degenerate
spine condition, that he was born with. He walks past the
living room headed toward the bedroom to turn in for the
night. Eagerly, his mother asked, how was the church tonight
Andy? Discouragingly, he opened up to his mom, the things
he over-heard the members speaking. I just don’t know what
to do with the church. His mother affectionately says, Andy
whatever you decide, your father and I are behind you all the
way. She gives him a very teary-eyed hug, knowing within
herself the struggle set before him. I know you are, maybe
I just need to get away for a few days, and get my thoughts
together. That is a good idea Andy, She replied. Maybe you
should go up to the cabin we have in the country, where we
took you camping as a child. Spend some time there, do some
fishing, hiking, and enjoy the outdoors. It will get you away
from the city life.

The next morning Andy wakes up feeling refreshed with
the idea of getting away for a couple of days, traveling up
into the mountains where the cabin is. Andy gathers up the
needed supplies for his adventure in the woods, checking his
list to assure himself that he has everything needed. He sends
out a notification email to the congregation. Explaining he
will be out of town for a few days, to ensure nobody gets
worried about not seeing him around town. Andy gives both
his parents a hug, as he walks out the door leaving for his
trip to the cabin. About an hour into the trip Andy is caught
in a major traffic jam, he becomes frustrated, as traffic is not
moving. The thought crosses his mind, maybe this is a bad
idea. I should just turn around and not go any further. Slowly,
but surely the traffic begins to move once more.

Two hours later he runs into stormy weather, slowing him down again.
After six hours under difficult driving conditions, he reaches
the bottom of the mountain. It will take him another hour,
traveling up this winding spiral roadway, where the cabin is
located, at the top right angle of the mountaintop.
Andy finally reaches the cabin, somewhat exhausted from
his drive. Upon exiting the car, he hears wild turkeys, the
sound of running water, and birds singing among the trees.
Relief has struck his heart, as there was no city noise. It is
now mid afternoon, and he is all alone sitting high up on a
mountain wondering what to do next as he unloaded the car.
He knew he was not going to think of the church, nor his
rootless congregation. He was on a retreat to relax, enabling
him to take no thought. Evening was fast approaching, and he
needed to gather some wood into the fireplace. After dinner,
he finds himself sitting on the front porch overlooking the

mountain, stargazing into the moon lite sky. Andy began to
meditate within himself to the lord. You lord created this
beautiful night filled with stars, thinking about what God said,
I have made the stars for a sign. Andy thought deeply within,
a sign for what? This is magnificent, with the sound of all the
crickets, and frogs in the background.

The next morning he is awakened by the colored spectrum
rays of the sun, brightly shining into the bedroom through the
window. Again, he only hears the song of nature, harmonically
from the mountaintop. He rises up feeling great, and prepares
to go fishing at the stream where he played as a child. As he
begins fishing, he looks out in the middle where he sees a huge
rock sticking up out of the water. He hears what appears to be
a voice within saying, Cast your line to the right side of the
rock. Andy obeyed what he heard, and caught a large mouth
bass, almost instantly. He thought to himself, Wow! That was
cool, so he tried it again, and snagged another one just the
same. This went on all afternoon until he reached a whopping
number of fi sh totaling, One-hundred fifty-three catches, as he
released them into the water. Andy decided it was time to head
back to the cabin. As he began to walk up the hillside, his back
became stiff from the degenerate spine condition.

He reached a special location where a big oak tree stood
all alone. He decided to take a break, sitting beneath the tree.
He becomes relaxed listening to the audible sounds of nature,
allowing him to fall into a deep sleep, entering a dream-like
state of mind. He was astonished when awakened, by the
voice of Christ, finding himself elevated up among the stars
looking toward earth. Floating high up with Christ in the stars,
Andy wondered if he had died and gone to heaven. No Andy,
you have not died, the inner voice declared. I have come to
help you understand all things within your heart, the way I
intended for you to understand

Spirit leaves dead mouse

Here is the video I put together speaking of the mouse's spirit. I understand that it will cut against the grains of your traditional church teaching. However, someone must tell you the truth. There are no loved ones waiting in a place called heaven, for you to come join the one day. your passed loved ones are back here on earth, and just may be your next door neighbors little child you see playing in the yard. Just in a new body.


                                            

spirits of animals

Upon death the spirit leaves the body of a mouse

This is the most amazing teaching that you will ever read that deals with spirits at the time of death. I will try my best to keep this in easy understandable scriptural metaphor that take you to new depths in the kingdom of God. As I begin this dramatic action packed letter please empty your mind of all dogma teachings you have received, via Christianity. God wants to take us to new levels and needs people who have emptied themselves of carnal religion that he may fill us with his divine knowledge. This teaching comes at the expense of a mouse caught in a trap. Showing us the very spirit as photon exits the body while the photon begins a new search for a new body/fetus. This is reincarnation that I will speak on in a bit.

Paul taught that the invisible things of God are clearly seen by the things made, (Romans 1:20). Upon watching the video of the mouse in the trap and observing its spirit leaving in orb form at 42 second into the video, we will apply Paul's teaching. We can clearly see the mouse, however without the help of video we would not see the invisible orb with our naked eye. The spirit exited the Pineal gland of the mouse. Please remember the only reason you actually see the orb, or spirit of the mouse is because of photography through the video. The camera picked up on the particle of light/photon as it exited. With humans the same thing happens as you have seen with this mouse. This is where the teaching will differ with the doctrine of Christianity. Here is the clip of the mouse, watch very closely at 41 seconds. 

                                         

The doctrine of Christianity believes that when the soul leave the body, it will go be with the lord until he returns at, what they call the end of the world or Armageddon. They believe people will either go to heaven or they will go to hell, after Jesus comes and resurrects body's out of the cemetery. This is complete foolishness taking a mystical book full of mythology literal. I am not belittling any Christians, I understand you just don't know, even though you have gone to church your entire life, and attended every bible study. This is why this mouse video is the utmost proof that when the spirit leaves the body, that no more will that physical body come to life. For that body to come back to life, that spirit you witnessed leaving would have to return into the same body, and that is not happening. Does scripture not say we will get new bodies. The only new body you get after the grave is when your spirit leaves your body at death like the mouse it seeks a new body to enter, via a Pineal gland in a new fetus.

What does the scripture say about those who go down into the grave. I really want you to listen within yourself as I read this scripture and you compare it to the mouse's body.

Job 7:9 “As the cloud is consumed and vanisheth away: so he that goeth down to the grave shall come up no more.”

People do not die, only bodies die. Death is as sleep, when the body dies it is as if they sleep. This is because during the process of the spirit leaving one body and entering a new fetus, Yes, reincarnation, the spirit is actually sleeping, and not dead. I totally understand this cuts against the grains of Christianity, and what all of us have been taught. We have been misled by very caring pastors who don't understand the dark saying of old, when god only spoke in parables. This is to wake you up to reality of what happens to you while your alive, and what goes on after the grave. That photon of light that exited that mouse was the person or consciousness, that operated the physical body, of that mouse. Really, Really, understand that deep within yourself.

You are not your body, you operate your body. Much like your car, it is dead unless you get in it as consciousness and make it move about. It doesn't matter how much the car cost, or how nice it looks. It's not moving until you get in it and drive it. The moment you get out of it, well, then it is just like the mouse when the driver got out of the body. It layed there while the spirit moved on, and the body will come up no more. So to think that you are going to either heaven or hell at this time, let's see what Jesus said, about the location of heaven. Now I am not the saying this Jesus said it. The first thing he said is in Matthew 6:33, But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

OK, so Jesus said look first for the kingdom, so are you looking for the kingdom, and have you found it. I will repeat that, have you found the kingdom, of God and do you know where it is. This is why God is the God of the living and not the dead. For you the dead is that mouses body, and the living is the spirit that you saw come out of that dead body. This is one side of the coin, the other side is there are many dead people walking around on earth, who APPEAR, to be very much alive in a church sense.

However, they are full of dead mans bones. If you are looking for heaven out There somewhere, thinking you are going to enter it after the grave, you have been deceived by religion, as I was before Christ, called me unto himself away from Christianity, to meet with him in the wilderness. Allowing Christ to be my only school master. Here is where the kingdom of Heaven is according to Jesus, and you won't see it coming. The kingdom comes without observation.

Luke 17:20 And when he was demanded of the Pharisees, when the kingdom of God should come, he answered them and said, The kingdom of God cometh not with observation:

21 Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.



How precious is that, you won't see it coming, because it's already here. The kingdom is within you, that is where you first seek and find the kingdom of heaven. So in a sense you do go to heaven after death because you renter a new fetus, and that is a new heaven for you to seek in another life. You are regenerated life, after life, just as the tree leaves die every year, and come back in the spring. There is no death, it don't exist, this is why the scripture says, “Oh death where is your sting now”. You think after you die you go to heaven and live happily after with God, in some remote location called heaven, that isn't what Jesus said. Molly and I have learned so much over the years growing garden. God has taught the two of us much knowledge concerning regeneration, and the process of it.
This is why I wrote my first book titled, “You started as a spirit”. You started as a spirit in the image of God, light or photon, and then you became flesh. Walking around in the body your in, then you regenerate after the body dies, and you come back in the flesh again, in a new reincarnated body. Want proof, Jesus said so. Let's start with reincarnation. What does Jesus say about it, was he against it? Many times he could have corrected people if they were wrong about mentioning such a thing. However, he upheld it.
John 9:1 And as Jesus passed by, he saw a man which was blind from his birth. 2 And his disciples asked him, saying, Master, who did sin, this man, or his parents, that he was born blind? 3 Jesus answered, Neither hath this man sinned, nor his parents: but that the works of God should be made manifest in him.

Jesus didn't say, hey boys there is no such thing as reincarnation. The only possible way for this man to sin and be born blind because of it would be to have sinned in his past life. Jesus didn't correct them on that thought. And here is why. When Jesus asked the disciples who men say that he is, there response was again of the nature of reincarnation.

Mark 8:27And Jesus went out, and his disciples, into the towns of Caesarea Philippi: and by the way he asked his disciples, saying unto them, Whom do men say that I am? 28 And they answered, John the Baptist; but some say, Elias; and others, One of the prophets. 29 And he saith unto them, But whom say ye that I am? And Peter answereth and saith unto him, Thou art the Christ.

Again if there was no reincarnating, Jesus would have instructed them on the thought of considering it, but he didn't. Jesus was correcting everyone on wrong idea's and thoughts concerning the kingdom. Well, here is one that should put the nail in the coffin on the matter. If you can believe me, what I have spoke is true, but I understand it is a hard saying to hear, after all the religious teachings of men in Christianity. But if you can receive it, receive it. Here is Jesus speaking on John the Baptist. As I read you these verses, please think about the spirit leaving that mouse, in connection with how it works with humans in the same manner. When Elijah died, and he did die, but not his spirit, and you will disagree with that according to scripture saying he was taken up not to see death. Think about the astronauts in the shuttle, they died coming through the atmosphere, there bodies could not handle it, but there spirits left there physical bodies. They were translated in mid air, just as Elijah. His body just as the mouse died, but the spirit is life forever. Lets start with Malachi.

Malachi 4:5 "Behold, I am going to send you Elijah the prophet before the coming of the great and terrible day of the LORD.”
So Elijah will come as the forerunner of Christ.

Matthew 17:10 And His disciples asked Him, "Why then do the scribes say that Elijah must come first?"11 And He answered and said, "Elijah is coming and will restore all things; 12 but I say to you that Elijah already came, and they did not recognize him, but did to him whatever they wished. So also the Son of Man is going to suffer at their hands."13 Then the disciples understood that He had spoken to them about John the Baptist.

So Elijah has come and people did not recognize him and treated him in whatever way they wanted. Then Jesus says they will do the same to him, not recognizing him as Christ. Jesus said, what they do to me, they will do to you. As I speak this to your heart you will not recognize it as Christ and you will treat me in the same manner as they did Jesus. Know this, ahead of time, and it s a pleasure to suffer with Christ. Jesus summed it up nicely, when he said, Matthew 11:14 "And if you are willing to accept it, John himself is Elijah who was to come. Now many of you will take the position of the religious crowd and say it wasn't really, Elijah, John only came in the spirit of Elijah, as the angel spoke to Zachariah. Let me point you back to the mouse, and the spirit leaving the mouse.

That spirit will enter a new baby mouse who will not look like the old mouse. Elijah's spirit came out of the man Elijah, and entered the fetus of John, in the womb of Elisabeth. Therefore Elijah lives on as John in a new body that didn't look like Elijah, and people didn't realize it was in fact Elijah. Jesus said if you can receive it it truly is Elijah in the body of John. I say the same to you, if you can receive it, Christ has already returned with his kingdom, it's within you, but you don't recognize it because the religious rulers have you watching for him to come across the literal sky, to take you to a heaven out there, which is already here, within all of us. And when you die, just like Elijah your spirit will come out of the body, and enter a new body, to grow up and regenerate again, and again, for ever. The video of the mouse has touched me in a deep way inwardly, because it confirms the dark sayings spoke about in the scripture, and I live in the kingdom of heaven on earth while I am alive. Paul said, he don't live after the flesh, but after the spirit. I understand him, do you. So what does Jesus say about regeneration.

This is good, when you buy a car and you get the first set of plates for the car, you also get a sticker which is good for one year. At the end of the year, you have to renew your sticker in order to keep driving your car. This is only possible because you first have a sticker, in order to be able to renew your old sticker. Right? Do you follow me on this, without a plate first it's impossible to renew your plates. That's a physical metaphor for what I am about to teach you concerning you being renewed in the spirit. Remember me speaking about God teaching Molly, and I about generation through growing gardens year after year. Jesus said, we are to follow him in the regeneration of the son of man. If you can understand plants and how they regenerate, and grow, then you will understand the regeneration of our spirit from one body to the next after we die. Unless the seed is put in the ground it will not die and grow up to produce a harvest. The seed is the word, planted within you in your inward garden. Here is the definition of regeneration,

1: an act or the process of regenerating : the state of being regenerated

2: spiritual renewal or revival.

3: renewal or restoration of a body, bodily part, or biological system (as a forest) after injury or as a normal process.

4: utilization by special devices of heat or other products that would ordinarily be lost.

So number two says, spiritual renewal. Here is Jesus and then Paul, on renewal of the spirit. You will see as I speak it means rebirth physically.

Matthew 19:28 And Jesus said unto them, Verily I say unto you, That ye which have followed me, in the regeneration when the Son of man shall sit in the throne of his glory, ye also shall sit upon twelve thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel.

Now I know many of you will say this is when we get to heaven at a later time in the future. It isn't, heaven is within you, and you sit on the throne with Jesus, next to the father, in heaven within your mind, or consciousness. If you can receive it, that is where it takes place. Until one becomes enlightened in God, by dying to self, one can not obtain the kingdom within, and must be born again physically, to stripe you of the weight that society ha placed upon you. Religion has screwed many of you up, and you must be born again as Jesus told Nicodemus. Jesus was speaking about reincarnation to him, and I will mention it in a moment. Now to Paul.

Titus 3:5 Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us, by the washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost;

You started as a spirit one with Christ before the foundation of the world, then you were sent into a body, in your mothers womb, a Jesus said, A body thou has prepared for me. That was the fetus man that Christ entered in Mary. God prepared a body for you, and if you don't obtain his high calling in your life being renewed in the spirit, then you must be born again, an again, and as Paul in his day, he finally reached the inward renewal be cause he first came from the spirit in order to be renewed in the spirit, just a s your car plates. Hey, I truly understand it's a hard saying, and many of you watching this think I am nuts saying this. You don't have to believe me, that's your choice, religion has you weighted down, like Nicodemus and you will have to be born again physically. OK, lets wrap this video up, with Jesus and Nicodemus.

They was having a conversation about being born again. Christianity, has a criteria to follow in Romans, and it is that. One must believe and confess Jesus as lord, and second, one must believe God raised Jesus from the dead. Let's see if Jesus was teaching Nicodemus if he must be born again in what religion calls spirit, or if Jesus was speaking he must be born again in the flesh.

John chapter 3, There was a man of the Pharisees, named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews: 2 The same came to Jesus by night, and said unto him, Rabbi, we know that thou art a teacher come from God: for no man can do these miracles that thou doest, except God be with him. 3 Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.

Wow, Jesus said unless a man be born again he can not see the kingdom of God. That confirms the kingdom is not out in space somewhere but it is as Jesus taught within. The only way you can see heaven is alive in a physical body for it's within you. Not out there somewhere. Lets go on.

4 Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother's womb, and be born? 5 Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. 6 That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. 7 Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again.

Jesus is saying OK, you must be born of both water, (which is your natural birth, and of spirit which is enlightenment within) otherwise you can not enter heaven, again where is heaven. He is saying you will never enter that kingdom within you unless you are alive physically, and have the spiritual birth, which comes like a wind. You cant tell where it's coming or when. Jesus said, The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit. Wow, again confirming what Jesus said earlier, about the kingdom coming without observation. When a pastor declares you born again, repeating scripture after them, you better run, or people are declaring there born again because of speaking in tongues as a sign of birth, those are observations, and a deception to what Jesus says.

Nicodemus, could neither believe Jesus as lord, nor could he believe God raised him from the dead, because Jesus was alive speaking with him. He had not yet be crucified or raised.

Nicodemus answered and said unto him, How can these things be?10 Jesus answered and said unto him, Art thou a master of Israel, and knowest not these things?11 Verily, verily, I say unto thee, We speak that we do know, and testify that we have seen; and ye receive not our witness.12 If I have told you earthly things, and ye believe not, how shall ye believe, if I tell you of heavenly things?

Jesus was unable to get Nicodemus to understand reincarnation because he was weighted down with the law, and tradition of men. For the same reason you will not believe me for you are weighted down with Christianity and tradition of it. If I am speaking earthy reincarnation to you, as Jesus did, and you don't understand how can I speak heaven things from the kingdom within. You must be born again. The mouse is a great earthy example of the spirit separating from the body, to seek out a new body to start all over again, its regeneration and following Jesus in it. Look at the leaves, and the garden, nature is your teacher.

I leave with the same verse I opened with, Romans 1:20 The invisible things of God, are clearly seen by the things made, even his god head, so you are without excuse. Keep this in mind, when ever you read scripture and it's speaking about heaven look inward for the kingdom that is where it is, so all scripture referring to heaven as Jesus coming down from heaven is all happening within you. You need a brain transplant and a toilet flush of all your religious teachings, that have place a noose around your neck and put you on a guilt trip fearing a placed called hell. Which is also within all of us.

Spiritual journey

Throughout the world, many individuals find themselves on a spiritual conquest, to find the straight and narrow path of righteousness. There has always been a problem with doctrine, and what is actually true. Nevertheless, with thirty-three thousand different sects of religion within the world, which one is correct, and closest to the one truth that Jesus required of us all to pursue. Everyone has an opinion, and their own interpretation of scriptures, which is most definitely a major problem, when seeking the single true path that leads to the riches of heaven. Many times Jesus spoke of himself being the only way. Jesus also said, the words that he spoke, was to be spiritually discerned.

Therefore, there is only one interpretation of his word, and we must all come to that one understanding of any spoken word from the mouth of Christ. Everyone having their own understanding of a scripture, while others have a different interpretation of the same scripture, is not of Christ, but of Mans will and knowledge, of what they believe the scripture to mean to them alone. Thinking in this manner could never bring everyone into accordance as one, as Jesus said “Father make them one as we are one”. This writing will cut through the chase, of different interpretations, and bring you to the most important understanding of your life. You will find yourself tuning inward hearing Christ himself, who will lead you to that one meaning of his spoken word, as he does for others, right from the chambers of heaven within you. Are you ready to hear the teachings from God, broken down into simple words, easy to understand?

Many times I have hear preachers speak about animals not having spirits. Every living thing has a spirit. Here is a video of the spirit of a mouse caught in a trap leaving its body caught on video. The video is a bit gross, however at 42 seconds watch the spirit leave the head area in a orb form. The physical body died but the spirit did not it moved on to find another fetus to enter to be a bay mouse again.

Post by Paul Rozek.

Within

We have arrived, or better said, noticed now, a spot that is constantly adjusting – seemingly to our every thought.  This is the beginning stage of consciousness; awareness.  Until now, terms such as “the law of attraction” seemed like magic – only distant, occasional possibilities.  This perspective has changed as we today see evidence of our thoughts and words appear before our eyes as a matter of course. This, as a function and effect of the vibratory changes on the planet and within.  There is everyday evidence of creation and no doubt as to who is doing the creating.  It is us.  Click here to view Sofia's website

Coat of many colors

WHY DID JOSEPH WEAR A COAT OF MANY COLORS?
Joseph was a mythical character who portrayed the child of promise dwelling within us. The coat of this child who is brought forth through meditation represents the covering or the light force. Joseph represents the Sun as did Jesus and the coat of many colors is the color spectrum of light.