Healing hands

Saturday, August 9, 2014

Who wrote the bible

Here is a link that you can check out, and read for yourself. Don't just take a pastors word for what he is saying. Click here to go to my site, then click "who wrote the bible" on right sidebar.

Thursday, August 7, 2014

Intro to new book I'm writing

Introduction

This story is going to dive into the hidden things of God. We often times over look the true meaning and definitions of words we read in the bible. When I ask God for direction in my life, I never understood I was being a diviner until I began to search out the hidden knowledge. You are about to learn some much-needed knowledge of God and how he really works with his children. The man named Shawn in this writing will find himself leading his family to God in a most peculiar way, through the practice of sorcery, one who is called a diviner.

Sit tight, and don't allow your belief in Christianity, or, etc., to interfere with the knowledge you are about to receive. God had a plan for his people and he used divination to lead them. This is why it is called the “Divine will of God” using the word Divine, as the root word of divination. It's not a evil thing, people misused it for worldly gain, making evil out of it.

Most people don't realize that God's high priest in the old testament used a form of divining within the holy of hollies. This was a commandment given by Moses that the priest must wear the “Urim & Thummin”within the temple. Which are basically dice on their breastplate. When they entered the temple and inquired a question concerning direction, they would then roll the dice and read what the out come was according to the dice. This was and still is the divine will of God. Throughout this writing we will discover what the word “divine” truly means.

I'm sure that you will be amazed after learning that God's children are to use divination when praying within themselves when inquiring direction from God. You roll the dice within your thoughts, every time you enter the sacred temple, not made with hands. When you declare God has spoken to you about a problem, and you take direction in your life according to what you heard. That is God's response to you rolling the Urim & Thummin, within your mind in the prayer closet, not made with hands. You have in fact practiced sorcery and divination as a diviner in the most holy place of God. In the temple not made with hand. You are the temple of the Holy Ghost.

Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Fake Christianity

Over the years I have been one that walks in a much different tune than the common religious person. Being raised in Christianity from my youth, I had no reason or rhyme to not trust what I was hearing in all the churches I attended. As the years passed on by, little things began to bother me, as I heard the small quit voice within correcting me. I would argue with myself, ever time the preacher began to sermonize the scripture stories, this voice within me also began to preach. This inner voice would say "this is not correct, that is wrong" continually each week.
Mostly in the early 2000's, It became very uncomfortable for me to attend church. By 2003, I couldn't believe a word coming out of the pastors mouth concerning the bible and the truth within. I was having intense dreams, seeing angelic encounters, along with others whom was coming to my home for prayer meetings, digging deep trying to have that special moment with God. We all wanted to feel the most in depth feelings from the holy ghost. I approached my pastor many times, with the things I was hearing within myself as he preached. He assured me he was speaking the truth and that there was no other way. When he told me I was being deceived by Satan coming as an angel of light, this frightened me deeply.
The last thing I wanted was to be deceived, I was on a conquest to find heaven, and just loved the little country church and the pastor, along with his family. When the pastor spoke this to me about the devil, the voice within said “no he isn't the pastor is lying” so I kept this one to myself. I began haven dreams, and one that will stick with me forever. I won't go into detail, just that in the dream I was instructed to read the book called, “Enoch” so again I approached my pastor. I said, pastor I had a crazy dream last night, and it told me to read and study the book Enoch, and I asked the pastor if he every heard of a book called Enoch, because I hadn't. He told me yes, the book does exist, so that blew my mind right there knowing some other force was speaking directly to me. This happened in my subconscious mind while sleeping. The pastor explained to me that we will not speak about this to anyone in the congregation, but he would show me the book online.
The pastor made it very clear to me to keep quit over the whole issue, and described to me that the book was an evil book, with a bad spirit. I was and will always be on a journey to find the invisible things of God, because I love to dwell in the now moment where thing are capable of happening without notice. I thought to myself, wow! Now, I am in a direct difference with the church, and pastor, because an invisible force instructed me to read the book, and the pastor said, we weren't going to have it in the church. He told me it was a book not canonized, meaning they didn't pick it to be one of the book in the bible. Truly it should have been, for it is completely about the stars in the sky, and astrology.
This is what the church fears, astrology, and the study of it. However, God placed a tabernacle in the stars. Psalms 19:4 Their line is gone out through all the earth, and their words to the end of the world. In them hath he set a tabernacle for the sun, 5 Which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber, and rejoiceth as a strong man to run a race. 6 His going forth is from the end of the heaven, and his circuit unto the ends of it: and there is nothing hid from the heat thereof.


This is the constellation "Orion" and it is spoken of highly in the scripture. Notice the seven bright stars. Those are the seven stars spoke with Orion in Amos 5:8. Later you will learn they are the seven sisters, and one star is "Seir" spoken by Moses in his blessing upon the twelve tribes, Duet 33:2. 

The churches directed by the Roman empire stay very clear away from observing the stars, Sun, and moon, these are the things contained in the book of, Enoch. The bible is full of astrology, and the stars are a sign for us to follow. The Mazzaroth, is the Zodiac spoke in the book of Job. People the Zodiac, and astrology is our biblical teachings, and the churches have killed you , and placed you in bondage from truly understanding God, his son, and yourself. It is the hidden manna from heaven, all the bible stories are played out in the starts yearly, seasonal, and daily. There never was a literal man crucified on a cross, and tortured for your sin. I grew up believing the same thing you now do. The problem is that it takes decades to learn the true knowledge of God, because one most learn the outer Zodiac, and stars before understanding them within ourselves. So is above, so is below. The kingdom of heaven is within us, as Jesus spoke. When we understand the outer heaven and tabernacle then we can understand the inner. Just as the Sun/Son is crucified in the constellation the “the crux, or cross, so must he be crucified within all of us, on daily, monthly, and yearly cycles. I am not against any christian, it is the bondage of the system called Christianity that is the problem. I have a lot to learn, and you should get stared so that you at least get an opening understanding, before being born again, into this world physically. 


Here is the Cross of the son, as the Sun passes through it on Dec21, headed to be entombed three days, and nights in the belly of the earth, known as the winter solstice, when the sun stops for three days, then is born again on Dec 25. Jesus never literally died on a wooden cross in Golgotha. Golgotha means "Skull" it takes place in your mind, and in the mind of God, which is the universal mind of God. Please visit my website to find more truths concerning you and the mind of Christ. Click here to visit

Saturday, August 2, 2014

DID JESUS PHYSICALLY EXIST

DID JESUS PHYSICALLY EXIST
      To me Jesus Christ is the most important person in the universe who exists but never existed. I am asked how I can quote Jesus Christ and at the same time propose that he did not physically exist. I have chosen in this work to substantiate the things I say, either with scientific or historical documentation. There simply is no historical documentation for the existence of Jesus Christ. On the other hand for those that wish to believe He existed, fine. It makes no difference because in reality nobody physically exists. We are photons operating bodies. Does a car physically exist without a driver? Of course not. It is just structured metal but unless there is a driver it cannot be a car. You and I do not become the car because we operate it, and we do not become the body because we operate it. For most people the sole obsession with Jesus Christ is that He did exist. That belief is fine and it disturbs nothing. But I cannot declare something based on beliefs. Yes it's true, I quote Jesus.

      I also quote Krishna. Did he exist? I quote Buddha, did He exist? One of my favorite quotes is from the Oracle of Delphi and there is no documentation to prove such existence. That quote incidentally is "to thine own self be true" We quote characters in books and movies Rhett Butler said "frankly my dear I don't give a damn" Dorothy said, "Toto I have a feeling were not in Kansas anymore" At the airport Rick Blaine said, "here's looking at you kid" Han Solo said "may the force be with you" Remember when James Bond introduced himself, "Bond, James Bond" None of these people existed and the stories about them were written by someone else. So what is Jesus? Stories handed down from tribe to tribe and culture to culture. From the time of Thoth (did he exist?) Virgin births, god men sacrifices. Every culture added things and deleted things. Then finally it came to the Greeks and the story became Iseous whom we call Jesus. Does Jesus exist? Yes. Because love exists, peace, healing, non judging, non violence, forgiveness, all exist. All of these attributes are Jesus, and they come to life within people. That is the person I quote. A physical body is not required. Again to me Jesus Christ is the most important person in the universe who exists but never existed.

Friday, August 1, 2014

Astrology runs in your body

Do you every wonder, or even realize that you feel differently throughout the day, as every couple of hours pass on by? Or that even your mood changes many times during the day as the hours click on by. As the scriptures say, “for that which is without, is also that which is within”. You are effected by the daily movement of the cosmos. You may be in a great mood one minute, and pissed the next, while nobody had even spoke a word to you.

That's not your fault, that is the magnetic influence on you at that moment during the day. People have a tendency to blame others for how they feel, “who ruffled your feathers”, or “who pissed in your cheerio's”. There is duality in everything. How many of you watch the sun set, or rise along the lakes, or Oceans. Do you realize you are witnessing the “son” walking on water as the water is behind the horizon. Seeing the son is paralleled to the Sun. I understand that is a hard one to grasp. Nature has so much to teach, when will you allow your inward nature to align with your outward nature. When the sun rises in your heart, “daybreak” can you hear the birds singing a joyous song in your heart.

I am God

Here is chapter 1 from my new released book, I am God.
You can find more about about my book, and read heavenly
things that you will never hear in your church. Click here to go directly to my website.

 I am God, Chapter 1
     On a gorgeous warm spring night, Andy is winding down
from the sermon on new beginnings, ushering in a fresh set
of changes during the year. After service, there is a gathering
to eat and critique Andy’s sermon. He is a young pastor in his
early twenties, and older members of his church are having a
hard time accepting and submitting to the things Andy believes
in. Patiently, Andy sits quietly among his people, over-hearing
an elderly lady named “Sassy Sally” speaking disrespectfully
about him. Sally said, who does Andy think he is? Thinking he
is going to change this world. Baby, I got news for you. He is
wasting his time trying to change the violence. God himself
can’t change this place. Deeply hurt, Andy turns to another
table just to hear the youth sitting there, speaking secretly as
they planned a night robbery. Andy gets up walks back into
the sanctuary, falls down and cries out to God, what am I to do
Lord, when the people here don’t want to apply themselves to
help change things for the better?
This is when he felt a warm hand fall against his shoulder.
Though Andy thought it might be God’s hand, it turned out to
be “Israel,” a very quiet, middle-aged man. Compassionately,
Israel says, pastor they can’t help change things because
they have not been changed. This church is the land of the
chaldeans, running high in emotions. These people are filled
with the Holy Ghost, Andy softly spoke. I am the one who
baptized them in water. I heard them repent, and receive

their salvation. I totally understand this pastor; Israel replied.
Nevertheless, if they were truly changed within, wouldn’t
they try to help without, instead of trying to stop the change,
by using their lower negative consciousness. Look at it in
this manner Andy, if I smoke cigarettes, and have not been
delivered from it, how can I do the same for others if that
change hadn’t happened to me first? Andy gets up from the
floor, gives Israel a big hug, says farewell, and heads to his
car. Driving home from the church, Andy is thinking about
the conversation between himself and Israel. Israel’s words
of wisdom have stirred something in Andy. It made him think
about how he could handle these issues in church.

Andy begins to have inward thoughts, thinking maybe what
he was taught in bible college, wasn’t really all that accurate.
Pulling into the drive, he walks into the kitchen to get a drink
of water, so he can take his medication. Andy has a degenerate
spine condition, that he was born with. He walks past the
living room headed toward the bedroom to turn in for the
night. Eagerly, his mother asked, how was the church tonight
Andy? Discouragingly, he opened up to his mom, the things
he over-heard the members speaking. I just don’t know what
to do with the church. His mother affectionately says, Andy
whatever you decide, your father and I are behind you all the
way. She gives him a very teary-eyed hug, knowing within
herself the struggle set before him. I know you are, maybe
I just need to get away for a few days, and get my thoughts
together. That is a good idea Andy, She replied. Maybe you
should go up to the cabin we have in the country, where we
took you camping as a child. Spend some time there, do some
fishing, hiking, and enjoy the outdoors. It will get you away
from the city life.

The next morning Andy wakes up feeling refreshed with
the idea of getting away for a couple of days, traveling up
into the mountains where the cabin is. Andy gathers up the
needed supplies for his adventure in the woods, checking his
list to assure himself that he has everything needed. He sends
out a notification email to the congregation. Explaining he
will be out of town for a few days, to ensure nobody gets
worried about not seeing him around town. Andy gives both
his parents a hug, as he walks out the door leaving for his
trip to the cabin. About an hour into the trip Andy is caught
in a major traffic jam, he becomes frustrated, as traffic is not
moving. The thought crosses his mind, maybe this is a bad
idea. I should just turn around and not go any further. Slowly,
but surely the traffic begins to move once more.

Two hours later he runs into stormy weather, slowing him down again.
After six hours under difficult driving conditions, he reaches
the bottom of the mountain. It will take him another hour,
traveling up this winding spiral roadway, where the cabin is
located, at the top right angle of the mountaintop.
Andy finally reaches the cabin, somewhat exhausted from
his drive. Upon exiting the car, he hears wild turkeys, the
sound of running water, and birds singing among the trees.
Relief has struck his heart, as there was no city noise. It is
now mid afternoon, and he is all alone sitting high up on a
mountain wondering what to do next as he unloaded the car.
He knew he was not going to think of the church, nor his
rootless congregation. He was on a retreat to relax, enabling
him to take no thought. Evening was fast approaching, and he
needed to gather some wood into the fireplace. After dinner,
he finds himself sitting on the front porch overlooking the

mountain, stargazing into the moon lite sky. Andy began to
meditate within himself to the lord. You lord created this
beautiful night filled with stars, thinking about what God said,
I have made the stars for a sign. Andy thought deeply within,
a sign for what? This is magnificent, with the sound of all the
crickets, and frogs in the background.

The next morning he is awakened by the colored spectrum
rays of the sun, brightly shining into the bedroom through the
window. Again, he only hears the song of nature, harmonically
from the mountaintop. He rises up feeling great, and prepares
to go fishing at the stream where he played as a child. As he
begins fishing, he looks out in the middle where he sees a huge
rock sticking up out of the water. He hears what appears to be
a voice within saying, Cast your line to the right side of the
rock. Andy obeyed what he heard, and caught a large mouth
bass, almost instantly. He thought to himself, Wow! That was
cool, so he tried it again, and snagged another one just the
same. This went on all afternoon until he reached a whopping
number of fi sh totaling, One-hundred fifty-three catches, as he
released them into the water. Andy decided it was time to head
back to the cabin. As he began to walk up the hillside, his back
became stiff from the degenerate spine condition.

He reached a special location where a big oak tree stood
all alone. He decided to take a break, sitting beneath the tree.
He becomes relaxed listening to the audible sounds of nature,
allowing him to fall into a deep sleep, entering a dream-like
state of mind. He was astonished when awakened, by the
voice of Christ, finding himself elevated up among the stars
looking toward earth. Floating high up with Christ in the stars,
Andy wondered if he had died and gone to heaven. No Andy,
you have not died, the inner voice declared. I have come to
help you understand all things within your heart, the way I
intended for you to understand

Thursday, July 31, 2014

Spirit leaves dead mouse

Here is the video I put together speaking of the mouse's spirit. I understand that it will cut against the grains of your traditional church teaching. However, someone must tell you the truth. There are no loved ones waiting in a place called heaven, for you to come join the one day. your passed loved ones are back here on earth, and just may be your next door neighbors little child you see playing in the yard. Just in a new body.